Recently
I have gotten into the habit of waking up early and going to the lake to sit in
the presence of God. It is not that God is absent from my living room or back
porch, but I am more present to God at the lakeside. On those mornings when I
awaken before dawn and cannot fall back asleep, I accept it as an invitation
from the Spirit to sit by the lake.
I make a cup of tea and put it into a travel mug. Then I
drive the two miles to the town beach before anyone else comes to take their
morning swim or go on an early fishing expedition. I sit on a rock by the shore
and let the stillness of the early morning sink into my soul.
It is a lazy man’s form of meditation, a spontaneous form of
spiritual practice. No need to pay attention to my breathing, utter a centering
prayer, or intentionally allow invasive thoughts pass through my consciousness.
No spiritual discipline at all is necessary on such mornings. The lake does it all
for me. I sit and watch the water, and the calmness of the lake’s surface
produces a calmness in my soul.
One morning the water was warm and the air was cool,
producing an airy mist that rolled over the surface of the bay. It was the
perfect metaphor for human life. The ripples caused by fish plucking their
breakfast from the surface was another message. The deep silence that moved
over the face of the water was another. The clouds settling into the valleys of
the mountains in the distance gave more teachings.
These were not ideas addressed to my mind, but “the Spirit
speaking spiritual truths in spiritual words” as the apostle describes it. The
psalmist describes it as “Deep speaks unto deep.” The presence of omnipresent
God is revealed in my innermost being. The Divine within communes with the
Divine without, and the mist of my individual identity rides the surface.
These are moments of full awareness. Time unfolds and
reveals eternity beneath the surface. When I try to describe this to myself using
Christian terminology, it adds nothing to it. In fact theologizing draws me
away from Presence and into my mind. So I let the thoughts ripple across the
surface, and I return to the quiet which is the heart of existence. This is my
spiritual practice on these precious final summer days.
Yoga equals yoke (as with oxen) equals UNION in Sanskrit ... you are a Yogi, Marshall.
ReplyDeleteI love your blog. I am also one of those Christians who are tired about anything contemplative or mystical being invalidated and beaten down in a dogmatic way as if it were pagan. Also, demanding how we are only "allowed" to meditate on the Bible and run the verses through our heads. Yet the Bible says,
ReplyDelete"BE STILL and know that I am God."
Just like the silence before God's presence on that lake.
Beautiful post, and I am enjoying your podcasts. Thank you for all your work. This is the start of a changing season in Christianity. The season of ONLY reading the book that tells us stories about God or listening about Him from a man on the pulpit, even a godly man, must end. This is not even about charismatics and walking in power. People want God alone. Like you say the Bible is filled with truth but just pointing us to Him.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart.